3.31.2007

breathe of God

breath of God
by shane barnard

a life you cannot define
a purpose thats benign
they need to see and believe
be led to the rugged tree

the one on which he cried not for his pain but for our debt
the very same tree that He conquered death
it was an unfair deal on the part of Christ
He got my sin, i got eternal life

make me the breath of God
and i'll show them the One that means the most to me
they'll see the face of love
be touched by the very one who died upon the tree

small talk is a better choice
a way to avoid Your voice
i need to feel the dust on my knees
and lead them to the tree

will you follow Me, lead them to the tree
can't you just believe, will you take a knee for eternity




Take Time to Smell the Roses


Just down the road from our Ranch is a rose garden. We were given some BEAUTIFUL roses just a few days ago. We probably have two dozen roses on our table now.

Enjoy my photography, and remember, take time to stop and smell the roses!



3.19.2007

ELOHIM: Power and Might

I am interested in studying the names of God. There are so many, its hard to choose a place to start. With some help of a mentor, I was given some great resources and have begun my study on the names of God. If you see me, ask me about it, challenge me and require something of me: retaining the knowledge for the glorification of God and not just to have knowledge.

So, ELOHIM. Yes that is a name of God. What does it mean? Well my resources are telling me that this particular name of God refers to his absolute power and might.


Glorify God with me and let your eyes feast on this "handiwork":
(all of these photos come from NASA.com, and their given names are below)

This photo was taken by the Apollo 17 team and is named
"Welcome to Planet Earth"


This one is called "Young Stars"


This one is called "Hidden Galaxy"


This one is called something like "Stars and Dust"

"Young Stars," "Hidden Galaxy," and "Stars and Dust"

Can you imagine? Such simple names, but glorious pictures. The "Young Stars", what do old stars look like? The "Hidden Galaxy" doesn't look so hidden to me. Then we have "Stars and Dust". These names don't seem to do justice to they? I am just completely swallowed up by the majesty of these images and to think that our God created them, and this is the same God that is personal to us.


The usage of "God" in Genesis 1:1

"In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth"

and in Psalm 19:1

"The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork."

are revealing his power and might as the ultimate creator of this universe. Just think about it. Our God loves us, personally, and knows us personally (Psalm 139) and desires a deep relationship with us, but this SAME God also created the heavens. The heavens are merely proclaiming as his "handiwork". If this is His handiwork, then what does His masterpiece look like? Can you even begin to imagine?


Next time you breathe, just take time to glorify God for His power and might! It is more than we know, or can hardly fathom!

3.17.2007

Glory to God in the Highest!

Praying before the baptisms

Sisters in Christ!

Jhoselyn's Baptism! Praise God!

Audrey's Baptism, Glory to God!

Obed's Baptism, God is gracious and merciful!

My girls!

My other girls! :)

the heart of the city

our surrounding mountain community

they are working on making the dirt road smoother!

see, they really are, no pavement, just smoother dirt!

how creative is our God?

God never, ever ceases to amaze me. His fingerprints are literally all over creation! How can man ignore what has been made PLAIN to Him? God makes it obvious (Romans 1:19) for all who will just stop, pause, look, notice and glorify Him.

I was given many opportunities today to glorify God. Two that I can think of off the top of my head, "big ones" for me but just normal everyday stuff for God:

1. Birth! How amazing is birth? I had the great pleasure of watching a cat birth three kittens (maybe more later). The mom knew exactly what to do. No one had to tell her, she instinctively knew how to care for her kittens. She chose a safe place, away from harm to bring her little ones into the world. Her body naturally prepared nutrients for the babies, and by a miracle, the babies knew exactly how to get fed. No one had to teach them, God placed the instinctive knowledge within their composure in their mothers womb. PRAISE be to God for He knows how to rule this place He has created. Praise Him for being the King, alive, living, well and working today!

2. I am CONSTANTLY amazing by the nighttime sky. The view from up here on this mountain in Honduras just does not get any better. Tonight, I enjoyed some worship time with just me and my God! My God that is personal, he desires to know me, to teach me, to talk to me and for me to listen and obey. My desire to is find satisfaction in HIM as a person, God, and not in what He "can offer me" Of course I will glory in the blessings that He gives, but I will glory and find satisfaction in HIM ALONE, as if He were never to give me anything ever again. Because I have Him, and that is enough!

Just swinging there in my hammock, tonight, I am just reminded of how powerful our God is! He simply SPOKE, and all of this earth, moon, sun, sky, universe, planets, galaxies were put into existence. Think, he only had to move His lips, and push some air out of His mouth and all of this was created. Let's think, what if he had used His hands? What if He has used only one hand? How much more, very much more, powerful would creation had been? He knew this was all that He needed to make, so He simply spoke. "He said" and there was!

Just amazing, mind boggling, hard to fathom, yet so glorious in what my simple mind is able to grasp!

3.08.2007

sleepless night

do you ever have a sleepless night? you know exactly what i'm talking about. you are so tired at the end of the day, and you lay down to fall asleep, and just as you are falling asleep, you awake, or maybe you never fall asleep in the first place. well, it's one of those nights for me. i've probably been laying in bed for close to an hour and finally just opened my eyes and reazlied that i am wide awake!

we spent the better part of our afternoon preparing to move and moving into our new house. honestly, i was wiped out after we spend 2 hours after school packing and moving boxes, and working through small issues that came up. i crashed on the couch for only a few minutes. i just new i would sleep well tonight. WRONG!

3.05.2007

FIRE! It's Dry Sesaon!

Just last Sunday driving home from church, I saw many many grass fires in the mountains. The fires were just burning, free range, with no one trying to stop them. The mountain sides are charred black from the ravishing fires and the smoke covers the air, combined with the dust and pollution, making for a disgusting, unhealthy smog. We are now in summer or "dry season" when rain may come once a month, if we are lucky, and sometimes not even then.

Here is an article from "Honduras This Week" talking about the fires:


Dry season bringing forest fires

Álvaro Morales Molina
Honduras This Week

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Burning forest in Olancho, Honduras.

This year, there have been more than 112 forest fires according to government authorities. That is a record high according to Carlos Cordero, Chief Commandant of the National Fire Brigade - the situation is worse than it has ever been before. It is only two weeks after the beginning of the summer or dry season, and he is getting very worried.

“I think that we’re about to burn the whole country,” said Cordero on a TV news program, pointing to a map of Honduras with more than 100 red points representing fires. According to Cordero, al the soldiers, firemen and volunteers currently being deployed are not enough to fight against the problem now, let alone throughout the rest of the season when increased fires and temperatures are predicted.

Extremely high temperatures, a lack of rain and water, and the dry grass that easily combusts all add to the agricultural practice of burning the grass with the aim of preparing the ground for new produce during this season of draught. Most farmers do not know that burning the grass at this time of year causes the land to lose all of its organic nutrients.

The concentration of smog, combined with the little air movement and the sudden changes of temperature (extreme heat during the day, and cool temperatures at night) affect the respiratory system of Honduran citizens each year. This year it will again damage people’s health, affecting the eyes and lungs of all generations. The smoke from the organized burning of agricultural land and the forest fires also affect flight traffic to most of the international airports in the country. The difference this year is that the fires have begun so early, increasing number of fires that are expected, and this is causing the authorities to worry.

The burns are practiced throughout the whole of the Latin American region and in Honduras’ neighbor countries. This increases the problem in Honduras. Three years ago a huge fire from Brazil produced a smog cloud that stayed over Honduras and affected aviation for several weeks. Cordero assures Honduran citizens that efforts to stop the fires has been and will continue to be huge, and will be combined with valuable military aid.

"Adoption for Abandoned Children"

This article come from a weekly English-written newspaper of Honduras.

Also found online at: www.hondurasthisweek.com

From Issue Saturday, February 24, 2007

(I know it's long, but totally worth reading)


Adoption laws working to the interests of abandoned children?

Sasha Arms
Honduras This Week

children

According to UNICEF, the focus needs to shift from couples wanting to adopt to children needing a family.

Just 50 adoptions took place in Honduras in 2005. There are 40,000children in orphanages and temporary custody in the country, yet the Honduran Institute of Children and the Family (IHNFA) claim that there are always more potential parents than there are available children. There is no official adoption law in Honduras, just a set of guidelines which were formed in 1958. There have been cases where it has taken parents up to eight years to adopt their child. Is there a brighter future for abandoned children in Honduras?

“It is absolutely critical that the Honduran State passes the ‘Special Law on Adoption’,” pronounces Marta Obando Salgado, Child Protection Official of UNICEF Honduras. “We are talking about the lives of children here and no-one else other than the State should decide on the futures of these vulnerable children,” she adds. In fact, the fourth draft of the adoption law is currently being reviewed and is due to be discussed in civil society forums later this year. However, the international UN Convention on the Rights of the Child has made an urgent recommendation to Honduras this month that the process to adopt the Adoption Law is speeded up as a matter of absolute priority.

The matter is so urgent because the current system is in disarray, even by the admission of Doris Garcia, Director of IHNFA: “IHNFA have not been handling the adoption process in Honduras effectively until now. Improvements need to be made to the whole process and once the new law is implemented we will have guidelines to make this happen.” At the moment, IHNFA follow a standardized set of procedures. When IHNFA has a potential candidate for adoption, they first search for close or distant relatives of the said child. If no family is found, the child’s case is presented to a Judge, who then has the power to declare a child as officially ‘abandoned’. The abandoned child is then sent to a temporary family and IHNFA meet
with the children individually to find out more about them to ensure their needs are met – how they grew up, if they’d like to live with a new family and their aspirations for the future. IHNFA then searches for a suitable adoptive family – suitable adoptive parents must be aged 25-50, register the correct moral values, be able to provide an adequate family environment and be Honduran by birth. A family court can than pronounce an adoption as ‘legal’.

“There are not many changes we need to make to the current rules when the new law is passed, “Garcia maintains, “but the biggest problem we have to tackle is the length of time it takes for an adoption to take place,” she adds. Marta Obando of UNICEF agrees with this point: “The long period of time involved in the current adoption process seriously affects the emotional health of the child. This new legal bill has been discussed for 5 years now, and one thing that has not been agreed on is how long the process should take while adequately guaranteeing the rights of the child during the proceedings.” It takes an average of 16-18 months for an adoption to be completed, although it can as easily take years. “There are obstacles everywhere,” Garcia states, “Judges, attorneys, and in IHNFA itself.” IHNFA has a particular problem when potential adoptive families live far away from IHNFA headquarters in Tegucigalpa.

Garcia explains, “IHNFA does not have the financial resources to send staff to investigate potential adoptive families who live far away, for example in La Moskita or the Bay Islands. Sometimes those families offer to pay the transport costs for IHNFA, but IHNFA is not allowed to accept money from them. So these families have to wait for a time when IHNFA does have the resources, which can also take years.”

A key question that remains to be answered is why so few adoptions take place, when there are so many children in temporary homes and orphanages in Honduras. Again, Garcia puts this down to the current system: “Before a child can be declared eligible for adoption, a Judge must pronounce them as ‘abandoned’ – either if they are orphans or if their family has signed papers to agree to this.” Many orphanages do not know that they could present a child’s case to a judge, but a greater sticking point is that someone needs to pay for legal representation for this to happen. Resource-strapped orphanages simply do not have this kind of money.

Another paradox is the position of foreign nationals who wish to adopt Honduran children. Although the current guidelines explicitly stipulate that abandoned children should go to Honduran families, 80% of adoptions are actually to foreign nationals. “We always look
for Honduran families first, but if we can’t find a suitable family we look at international applicants,” Garcia states. However, the process for foreign applicants can be even more grueling. Pastor Marlene Alfaro has a stream of North American parents who want to adopt Honduran children come to stay with her. They go through the same lengthy processes as Hondurans, except it is often the US Embassy that causes problems in the adoptions. Alfaro explains: “The US Embassy will not issue an exit visa to children who are over the age of 16. I had a North American couple stay with me as they wanted to adopt Jessica. It took them years to go through the procedures, which they finally completed. However, their appointment with the US Embassy was on Jessica’s 16th Birthday and so she was denied entry into the States. Now Jessica lives with me.” She goes on to say: “It is heart-breaking. These people from
abroad want to help our children, we should be making it so much easier for them.”

However, UNICEF have a different view on international adoptions. “The reason the guidelines stipulate that adoptive parents are Honduran is for cultural reasons, but also for systems of monitoring the children,” Salgado identifies. “As Honduras has not signed the UN Convention on the Rights of the Child, the government has no rights to monitor the progress of children who are adopted and live in other countries. There have been cases where Honduran children
have died in their new foreign homes, or have been victims of abuse. This is why it is so critically important that Honduras ratifies this treaty, as all signatories of the Convention have to monitor crosscountry adoptions.”

The adoption process in Honduras is currently a tangled web of obstacles, miscommunication and red tape. The lack of legal status for adoption in Honduras is the reason many people blame the chronic problems on, so once the new law is passed there are high hopes that the system will witness a complete overhaul. Additionally however, there are other points that UNICEF think need monitoring. There is a tendency when talking about adoption to focus on the troubles of parents trying to adopt. “We need to keep a focus on children waiting to have parents and families, rather than parents waiting to have children,” Obando reminds us. “There is also a tendency for people to think that poverty should be a reason for adoption, but it should not be at all,” she ascertains. “It is a common cultural opinion that if a mother is poor and doesn’t have the economic resources to maintain her child, then it is acceptable for her to put the child up for adoption. But in fact the government should be trying to strengthen family ties and support families by implementing micro-business opportunities for example.”

It is often the case that children simply live with carers rather than going through the whole adoption process, and from the state of the adoption system, it is easy to see why. Nevertheless, it is imperative that children are adopted, so that they acquire the legal rights associated with having a legal guardian. Now only time will tell whether the new law will be sufficient to give the thousands of needy children the homes they deserve and desperately need. Adoption laws working to the interests of abandoned children? Natalia Sandoval According to UNICEF, the focus needs to shift from couples wanting to adopt to children needing a family.

Life is never boring

One thing that I enjoy about living in Honduras: life is never boring, especially when traveling to and from the city.

On Saturday, we went into the city, early afternoon. We were just traveling along and all of the sudden there was traffic, at a stand-still. Traffic is not unusual, but stand-still for more than a few minutes, not likely to happen. So we waited, and waited, then through the midst of many cars, trucks and stuff, I saw an 18-wheeler on its side! in the middle of the road, to the left of us, just about 100 yards ahead! My first though, PRAISE GOD that we were not 100 yards closer to our destination, as we could have been trapped beneath this 18-wheeler! PRAISE GOD! He had his guardian angels around our bus. With the lack of traffic laws and inspections in Honduras, it's a pure miracle that we have not been in more accidents than we have.

So, we waited, trying to figure out what to do, then all of the sudden, the trailer of the 18-wheeler was lifted upright! Just like that, some men picked it up and pushed it upward and it stood upright again. I could hardly believe what I saw-in the words of Jessi "I can't believe I just saw that before my very eyes!" In the states, no one would bother the truck, everyone would stay in their cars and be afraid to get too close. Well, not here. This trailer was full of soda, some in glass bottles, some in plastic bottles. There were people, young and old, helping themselves to the bottles of soda. There was glass all over the road and kids were just walking up to the truck helping themselves to the soda! The put it in their pockets, inside their shirts and walked off, no shame, no fear of stealing or police coming after them.

So we drove around the truck, and headed on our way. In all of this I only saw one police officer, no police cars, no ambulance no fire trucks, NOTHING! I believe it's the grace and mercy of God that keeps us safe as we travel, for sure!

PRAISE HIM as He has probably delivered us from much more than we know!

3.01.2007

and the spirit moves

How sweet is the Holy Word? How sacred and precious, life giving!

Paul writes to the Thessalonians about many things. He encourages these people that have a strong faith. After reading First Thessalonians over and over again over the past few weeks, certain word/ideas/concepts begin to stand out. Two things that I want to call to attention-two things that grabbed me:

1. Chapter 2:18 - Paul recognizes that Satan is alive and present. He notices that we are in this battle with the enemy. Paul wanted to travel to see the Thessalonians, face to face, but "Satan hindered us." Paul recognizes it, but he does not let that stop him from writing and encouraging this people. Praise God that Satan did not have the upper hand. Paul persevered.

2. Chapter 5:19 - Paul sends some instruction in his letter. Simply put "Do not quench the Spirit." How simple yet profound. Are we quenching our Holy Spirit? Do we feed it and give it water, the bread of life. "Give us this day our daily bread." Fill up our minds, body and Holy Spirit, Jesus. But do not be deceived! I believe that to fill up the Holy Spirit we have to be intentional. It does not just happen. We must decide to carve out time, open our hearts, and press our minds to understand new concepts, memorize scripture and pray!